A Lifetime to Owe

Stuck to ask, “what do I do?”, “where do I go?”
Everytime disappointment strikes and drags me down low
I still seek answers within, but nothing yet to show
As I passively ride along, just going with the flow
Waiting for life to snooze, and untie its heavy bow
I freeze amidst my thoughts, breaking apart every column, every row
Seems like all my questions of yesterday, today and tomorrow
Have never come to cease, no matter how old I grow
Please don’t forget to remind me though
All that I may think, say, do or know
Will be archived and delivered wherever I decide to go
For sooner or later, my end will come, and deal me all that I owe